How we came about..

Battered from my own life I decided to venture into the unknown- reckless..and hopeless.. vengeful, and in a self destructing mode RECKLESS because I felt like I had nothing to lose... HOPELESS because nothing in my life seemed to be going my way so I lost all hope that it’ll ever get better. VENGEFUL to the people who I thought had cheated me out of my life and in a SELF-DESTRUCTIVE mode as I felt that no one cared and I felt dispensable.

So I embarked on this journey into an unknown and the dark side of the cyber world. I travelled and travelled & I came across all kinds of people.. All of these people had their own reasons to be there. Some were there for fun, some for the experience, some were there because they too bored in their real lives, and some were too shy in their real lives. But there was something that all of them had in common. These so called fake profiles had nothing fake in them.. Although masked, the masked they wore showed their real faces..

We live in a strange world, really. We walk around all day everyday carrying the burden of the mask that we are sooo itching to get rid of; given a chance… we’d drop the pretenses in no time in anonymity. So these profiles provided these people the opportunity to drop their pretenses and be themselves….

Hopping and skipping from one online fling to another I bumped into him..and it changed me and my life forever..

I Will Wait For You

I will wait for you.

I will wait to hear the music of the stars

That drips like honey into my starving ears...
I will wait for the dawn-bright delight of your smile
As it breaks like cool foam on hot sand...
I will wait to touch that brown-gold skin;
With electric senses feel with my fingers
That body crafted by amorous gods.
I will wait for those limbs to twine lithe around me
Like the honeysuckle vine...dotted with fragrant flowers
That madden me into divine frenzy of longing...
And desire and love.
I will wait to taste ambrosia
Dripping dew-wet in hidden folds;
Mysterious sweet...get drunk
On you my love!
I will wait to hold you
Close against my heart...
Safe against all the storms that have battered you
And left you adrift on my shore.
I will wait to quench your hunger,
Slake your thirst;
Fill up your senses with me till
You lie content...
Satiate with the adoration of ages
That I shall pour on you..into you.
I shall defeat Time -
Travel back to our forgotten past that
We now dimly disbelieve...
Gather our memories hand in hand.
I shall voyage into the future
To build your haven of hope;
For your soul shall need to rest
After the weary journey of today.
You wander now between two worlds...
One dead...and one not yet born.
But my love....I beg you not to falter;
Lose not hope nor let courage fail-
For I will wait for you
Till the sun rises on a million tomorrows
For a million moons to wax and wane
Till all this mortal Earth is scattered
In brilliant stardust
Across the heavens....and till God smiles!
O my Love!
I will wait for you!!!!

Each Day

Is it really possible to fall in love with the same person every day? Day after day? It seems so incredible....but it's so real that you cannot deny the truth of this wonder. Each day that we meet online or speak...it seems that my heart is filled to the brim with love...and the next day...I find that I love her even more. The miracle of the infinite...the limitless...and the eternal. My days pass with her voice ringing in my ears...her eyes filling my vision....her thoughts swirling through my mind. God! It's so wonderful to be in such love!!!

I See You

I can see you lying still
Trembling
Breathing
Anticipating
With half-shut eyes of what is to come.

I can see you lying still
Waiting
Waiting
Waiting
For the first shock of my touch.

I can see you lying still
Quiet
Quiescent
Still
Responding to my first touch.

I can see you gleaming
In the dark
Pale breasts
Rising uninhibited
Proud under my hands.

I can see you surrender
In whispers
In moans
In half-voiced words
To my love and longing.

I can see you smiling
Breathing
Relaxing
Satisfied
Reluctant to release me
From the prison of your arms.

I can see you so clearly
Pearl of grace
Lying
In languid delight
But only in my mind's eye.